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Here to stay...

Somewhere underneath my tough skin, There lies a little something. Though you have to find it deep within, Even deeper, past every pain, every dumb thing. There, you'll see a familiar face,  A pair of eyes looking your way. This is a safe, magical place, It scares all your fears away. A small hand extends in your direction, Then, without force, it forces you closer. It will take you in it's tiny arms, giving you protection. To remind you, you aren't a loser. At once, it's like a connection, Like a lost puzzle piece back in its place. It's all you need but with more affection, It will take you in, with all it's grace. But then your approached by a question, "How could you let me go?" There was nothing to give but another question, "Do you really want to know?" Suddenly, all the happy memories surround you, Emotions that were unheard of suddenly appear. All of them were there, for you to view, All those who were loved and dear. Recollecting exp

I'm Jealous...

I am jealous... Not of the social butterfly, or the popular girl, or even the pretty one, but of those who have so much confidence. Of those who don't struggle with inferiority complex. Of the who don't have to rethink their words after they're spoken. Of those who don't feel guilty calling others out.  I'm jealous... Not of those who are pretty, but of those who feel comfortable in their skin. Of those who don't have to rethink their outfit choices. Of those who don't overthink the food they consume. Of those who have perfect glowy skin. Of those whose backs don't form love handles. I'm jealous... Not of the teacher's pet, but of those who have everything figured out. Of those who don't rethink their life choices. Of those who feel confident of their answers. Of those who don't have to worry about upcoming exams. Of those who know they're gonna excell no matter what. I'm jealous... Not of the jolly kid, but of those who are livin